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The really bad days are the laying in bed at night because no one can see a physical injury so you lay there at bed time cus your tired of feeling like a burden and that you know your smarter then your physical body is letting you be ! My first year of my accident was the hardest for my life my husband constantly fought with me wasn’t understanding at all. It’s hard to explain to someone that at 36 years old you feel like what you believe people with Alzheimer’s feel like ! You have your good days which in our eyes are days when your loved ones aren’t mad at you because you can’t remember what they said five minutes ago or maybe you remember where that item was and you accused your teenager of taking something out of your room without asking. I actually told a priest 2 weeks ago that I feel I died that day! Because the person I was isn’t the person I am now. The side airbag hit my left side of my head so hard that I just remember everything going white. My accident involves a guy running a red light back in Jan of 2013 wow I can’t believe it’s coming up on five years. I just wanted you to know that I feel so much for your injury and it took a lot for me to read your story out load to my husband because if I didn’t know better this is like looking in the mirror. Mommy of c.los.jr replied on Sat, - 5:58am That is my take on a hard truth that I face, and I hope you see that it's not your fault. Someday there will be better treatments and care, but until that day comes all we can do is try to be the best we can be, especially towards others. I know I feel bad afterwards, and I wish that I hadn't went ballistic out of nowhere, but it's just a part of whatever went wrong in our brains. You are not alone, and I hope you know that our heart's can still guide your ways matter how broken, even if we find ourselves acting out on a whim. It's been 2 years, and I treated with therapy for as long as insurance allowed before the money was used.
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I finally have some resolution financially to try and address my body, but I worry it's just a money pit in waiting that will produce minimal results. I feel like a different person completely, and it is something I try not to think about. I know better than to dis-respect others, so I isolate myself to prevent outbursts that I cannot control, and to avoid interacting in ways that others don't deserve.
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I confuse the intentions and actions/words of others in interactions- sometimes very blunt and rudely. I progressed a long ways, as I stuttered and suffered amplified versions of my symptoms before, where now I seem to have settled into a semi/functional state that can be glossed over based on how I look. I feel like I am crazy now, and people have asked me if I am drunk when I don't drink alcohol.
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Appointments I miss, scheduling appointments at the same time and not realizing it, forgetting what I was talking or thinking about, losing words that I know and have used all my life, tremors and shaky movements that come and go, etc. I forget so many important things like it never was a part of my life. Pen- I was in a car accident about 2 years ago now.